Anorexia

If I died for you would you cry for me
Because lately I've been feeling so empty
Is a life like this really what it seems
Trying so hard to make our souls new and clean
Will we regret this at the end of a hard day
Will life be nothing more than longing to waste away
Does it help us, does it make us?
Does it build us, does it break us?
Take the wheels, feel the control
Work for that body, purify that soul
Challenge yourself, feel the temptation
Lavish in sin, lust the sensation
Skip it, don't take it, you know to say no
Don't be like the weak ones and let yourself go
Always stay strong and always think thin
Because this is you're game, you're gunna win

If I suffered for you would you notice me
Would you care that you made me just what you see
Don't you know I'm your creation, you're special request
All I wanted was to be seen as the best
I never had a chance, I always had to hide
But these bones are a sign of pride
Did you know that you're the reason for every sleepless night
Did you know that you're the reason I even bother to fight
On the outside, yeah I'm happy, I don't want you see
This alternate reality that lives inside of me
All I've ever wanted to be was your favorite little girl
Every time I went to the bathroom you were behind the hurl
I've been able to keep it up now I'm just a drone
Baby won't you say the words "I love you to the bone"?